Doesn't the title of this post make me sound like I think too much? Ha! Now, before you judge the crap out of me, let me explain myself. It sounds funny to say that you think about what you're thinking. {tongue twister?} Exhibit A: I saw a picture of a gnome just now and I thought "WHO in their right mind would put a gnome on their website??" Mind you I'm terrified of gnomes. Then I thought about what I just thought {are you following..?} and it went a little like this, "Why did I just judge their website by thinking that?" OK. So I've gone mental. But it makes some sense, no?
I have also been thinking a lot about my future. Seriously, I sit in class, walk to the bus stop, ride the bus, walk to class, lead the Hymn in institute etc. and my mind is just going and going and going.
Thinking.
Thinking.
What if I do this? Well, what if I like this better? I wonder what he's up to? What will I do for my portfolio? Should I stick with a Business Minor? Do I want a Masters? Yes! No! Yes! Maybe? I'm soooo excited for him to get back! Should I run for an ASUSU position next year? I wonder if I already know my future husband {every girl thinks about this ya know what I'm sayin'...}? Mission? What will I do with my degree? Should I date him? Or him? Or him? Or him?? ahahaha juuust kiddin.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!
So there you have it folks, that's exactly what I've been thinking lately. Okay it's what has been consuming my mind ever since this year started. But it's almost summer, that's something to look forward to right? This morning as I was getting ready, I heard the sound of a sweet little bird outside my window. Do you wanna know what else? I started listening to Christmas music. Yes, Christmas music! Again, you might judge, but to that I say: TRY IT! There's something about Christmas music that makes me feel like everything is going to be alright. And I know that everything will work out, because I have a Father in Heaven who loves me and you so much that He'll take good care of us. But Christmas music was the cherry on top of a lovely Spring morning.
I'm kinda glad you're still reading this {bless your heart}. We should be friends if you endured that first paragraph...Well, I think that's all I have to say today. One more week of school and then finals. Where did my sophomore year go? Bring on the future. Or at least Summer, for now.
May you listen to Christmas music with much delight as I did! {Just don't make it an everyday habit. You might turn into a gnome. And I think they're scary little monsters. So that'd be awful.}
P.S. These two graduated from Brigham Young University this weekend. A big congrats to them! Pictures to come!
Most flattering picture ever? Heck no.